I’m committing to me. I’m committing to what I need. I’m committing to what will make me happy.
And if you have a problem with it, you can just deal.
I’m not a selfish person. I often find myself too often putting others needs in front of my own. Sometimes to the point where I neglect my own needs. So I’m recommitting to myself and recommitting to listening to what my mind and body are asking for. Because at the end of all of this, I want to be happy with my life.
I’m starting by trying to figure out what it is I want right now. It has felt like things are missing or something just isn’t right, so I want to figure out what that is and how to fix it. And I know it starts by focusing on me. And quite honestly, by focusing on my writing.
In case you missed it, I just want to write.
So putting myself out there for more writing opportunities seems like a start. Figuring out how to get more experience writing seems like a start. And pulling together some of my best writing samples seems like a start. So I started.
I’m not exactly sure what the next steps are but at least I can say that I’ve started and I’m working to figure out what’s next. That’s more than I could have said yesterday…